Since February 4th, 2015 my life has been different. Since my mother passed away, things have been changing. Yesterday, my father had to put the house I grew up in up for sale due to financial circumstances.
Sadly, our family can’t afford to keep our house anymore. Which not sugar coating it, sucks and unfortunately means we must make sacrifices.
Having to come to terms with the fact this may be our last everything in the only home I’ve ever known me upset. Knowing I will have to say goodbye to the place that helped shape me into the woman I am today makes me wish someone would just build a damn time machine to make it all go away. Most of all, I think the worst part of it all is realizing that the last place I spent all my time with the woman I lost almost a year ago is going to soon be lost too…
But, I know I can’t stop anything; unless I win the lottery, things will always continue to change. Sadly, it’s just how life works out sometimes, and I’ve learned the hard way you’ve just got to deal. But there is a piece of me that feels sad and angry at change…but who knows, maybe someday soon change and I can be friends.
But I highly doubt it.
With Love,
Lex Paige.
